People are hard to understand
Communicating with people is not my thing! When will these dudes and dudettes understand this? I'm not good at admitting my feelings or apologizing if I'm wrong or doing something as simple as saying "Hi. My name is ___". I will admit that sometimes I can be outgoing but it takes a certain kind of person to bring that out of me...my bestfriend! But where is she?
NOWHERE AROUND HERE!
It's so annoying. Like she goes back home (Okinawa, Japan. It's an island!) and totally stops talking to me. Like what the hell? When she was in the states the whole summer we talked every single day..now shes home and suddenly I don't hear from her at all! I mean can somebody say ABANDONMENT. Before I jumped to conclusions I thought of all the possible things that could have happened.
- She lost her phone
- Her phone got stolen on the 17 hour plane ride
- She was severely injured
- She was so tired that when she got home she slept for 2 days
- She got arrested
- She made her mom mad so her mom took her phone away
So to test out these possibilities I sent her a message saying 'Hello'. I didn't want to say anything like 'Hey byotch' just in case if her mom did have her phone. But anyways I didn't get a response so I just checked my phone and guess what I saw....SHE READ MY MESSAGE. I repeat SHE. READ. MY. MESSAGE. Who does that? And to there "bffl" (bestfriend for life). I don't know what I could have possibly done for her to ignore me and my messages. Ugh lonely people don't need to feel even more lonely...We don't need that internal drama!
*Closes eyes and counts to ten while taking deep breaths*
Okay I calmed myself down. Anyways I'm gonna give it another day and if she still doesn't message me back I am going to send her a very long message using some UN-ladylike terms.
Lonelygirl411 is feeling lonely...and aggravated...very, very, very aggravated.
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